outside looking in

How great it was alone with you; a special treat I hope for you it wasn't a trick. My arms around you made a nice snug fit. I enjoyed every moment, every inch, your chill laid back oh being with you is a sinch. My heart would race when I caught that glimpse of what seemed to be a private smile. A world with you is simply ideal. I wonder if this night you also did feel how great it felt: like this is to be real. Vivid and bright my eyes wide open hours passed  now your gone and I can't stop thinking of the next time I'll see a night so perfect. My hopes for you in all respect is to leave behind all mind altering affects. I don't need them with you. your more than enough. I'm going to feel like ass now writing this stuff. when I look at your latest facebook and all it says is so irritated now. lol I guess it was just me to bad. Your to good to be true but by the sweat on my brow, if my I'm not over analyzing then I'll turn that around. I know I'm what you need I just gotta put it out there till it can be found.

History

Echoes in my mind of the past me who refuses to let lie. How long will you persist in haunting me wasn't it enough to watch you die? No tears are left for you who left me in an ocean of my bitter relization: This world is nothing. Humanity a mess of insects feasting on the corpse of the earth they think they can buy. Love for those with the constitution, greed abound in every solution. A perfect fix is just an illusion.